Just...a thought
Someone used to say; "We never loose each other because we never have each other. We give ourself to each other." Surely, how can I be afraid of loosing you since I've never had you? But what I'm afraid the most is my feeling... Once a fortune teller told me; "You are that kind of person who will always walk away from a relationship. If you see that it's too much and if it's complicated then you just walk out." as much as I'd love to argue with that... First time I walked away because I couldn't live with myself in a relationship while the other buried himself into his own problem and shut himself down from me. Drowning into his own thought and witness me walked away..selfish, heartless and crucial.. Second time I walked away after I tried so hard to put myself back into piece and I felt like at least I should have a little bit of self-respect, not dragging myself down too low to the point that I might not be able to have self-respect l...