A lot more like "Love"

  What I learn from my lecture today is what most of us probably know from somewhere else. "Self-fulfilling Prophecies", which I understood as positive vibe will attract positive vibe and negative vibe will only attract negative vibe. Sounds familiar? I've learn it long time ago that negativity would not serve me well so did being around negative people would just only drain my energy. Have you ever felt so drain every time when you're with some certain people? It's like every time when you tried to cheer them up and when you spent time longer time with them, nothing would help and they still kept going with all the complaining, drama, and so on. I was there in that position, I kept receiving all the bad vibe and it's absolutely completely mentally drained me. No matter how much I tried to help them, no matter how many time I changed the subject, they would come back to their own problem and focusing on the bad part. So, it's not just only that my emotion ...

It's been a long plan that I want to study Psychology, even before the Pandemic, but I didn't have time to consider taking class. Until now.. There's many supported factors to the decision. 1st, I had an emotional breakdown last year in September because it's the time I supposed to be back in Bangkok but I was stuck here. 2nd, I had a couple session with therapist but I didn't find it satisfied to my needed. 3nd, there's a couple online sessions which company provide to employee. I  didn't find it useful as well because, to me, as a instructor, professional speaker, you need to study your audience. You need to know who you are talking to and even learn how to pronounce the company's name or else you are just reading your presentation. So that's it? You're paid to talk but not paid to care? You'd definitely lost me after 15 mins into the session. So, I finally decided to take class, not to understand any broken one nor trying to fix them but t...