A lot more like "Love"

Friend with your ex? A couple days ago I accidentally watched Thai MV, story is about a couple which already broke up but then one day a guy sent his ex a request to be friend on Facebook. What would you do? Is it ok to be friend with your ex? I've heard that a few time recently. Someone said "No, because some part of you will always love them." and some said no just because it doesn't sound right and not a good idea. True for the first reason, some part of you will always love them. But in my opinion, isn't it good to have a friend who knows you better than anyone else? Who knows what you like and what you don't like. Who knows when you're in a good mood or in a bad mood. Who knows you inside out. Who else could be such a perfect good friend if it isn't your ex? Of course sometime they could possibly piss us off a big time but that why we loved them, didn't we? Before, I didn't think it would be such a good idea as well but then when I reconsi...

Rumors "Rumors are carried by hater, spread by fools and accepted by idiots.." I'm sure any of you have been in the rumor, voluntary or not, once in your life. For I have, several time, as far as I remember. The first time I was in the rumor, which I didn't expect because I trusted everyone at the time as I was just so new to the business, I was absolutely shocked. People whom I used to adore and gave such a highly respect and supposed to help me through were the people who wanted me down. At the age of 20, the rumor about me being slut and slept with every men in the shooting team leaked out without my knowledge. 12 years ago that kind of news had tremendous effect upon my teenage life and my career. I was struggled, didn't know what to do next. I didn't have a clue how to fight back. Those people still insisted to refuse their supportive and completely faded out of my life. And look at them now...but I have to thank them, to those whom appear to be such a ge...

Once a cheater... Once a cheater I was...not so proud of myself but hey I'm not an angel, I'm just a girl who makes mistake like the other. I believe as someone said, "Love conquers everything.", so I always choose to be with someone I loved rather than someone I didn't and believed that everything would be ok just because love conquers everything. I chose to hand somebody else the sadness and keep the happiness to myself. I handed someone else the embarrassment but embraced the pleasure to myself. How nice I was... Love is such a complicated subject. First I thought there isn't any definition because when you love someone, you just love them no matter what. But then "if you don't take good care of me, if you don't do this or that then I won't love you any more and I will go find someone else who can give me all of that." that's love I've learn...I first thought that love has no condition but to love. But I guess we all doesn'...

Story of a pretty bird A pretty bird in a magnificent cage. A man came to feed her from time to time. A man said, "My pretty little bird, I love you so much. I love when you sing to me. I love your beautiful feather. I love everything about you." A pretty bird could be happy and all smile the whole day... Then a pretty bird found out that there's another cage with another bird... A man still came to feed her from time to time...but less and less... Because now a man also had another bird... "Don't worry, my pretty little bird. My love for you is never less." a man said "He still fed me and said he loves me. That should be enough." a pretty bird thought... "Don't count the hour of separation but the moment we spent together." a man said "He still care about me and he still love me." a pretty bird thought... Less and less a man came... Less and less a man told a pretty bird that he loved her... "He has another bird now. I...

The hermit Have you ever thought why we need to have friends, colleagues, acquaintances, etc.? Why do we need to socialize, to communicate with the other? To make our life easier or more complicated? To make our life complete or just to make it lonelier? I've been asking myself so many times if we just allow people to get into our life to fulfill our emptiness, to share the joy, the happiness, the sadness and so on or for what any other purpose? In that case we also allow them to mess things up sometime as well. To distract us from our mind, our thought and our own will. "The more, the merrier", they said. But sometime it's like "the more, the messier.!" We all have our own idea of need and want and most of the time we spend so much time and energy on making decision. You could either enjoy the discussion and conversation or get irritated and frustrated. So either we end up happy and make other miserable or vice versa. It's win win situation as someone s...

It's been 32 years...I've changed, I've experienced life, I've learn, I've lived and I survive. But I am always the same "ME". Just because you've never seen the other side of me doesn't mean it doesn't exist and does't mean that you have to be scare. And because I changed doesn't mean I am not the same person whom you knew before. I am, and always, changing like a water; flow or still or frozen as ice. (I am Aquarius, of course.) You surely have the right to walk away if you don't like what you see but it would be nice if you insist to stay and say "Who cares! That's the person I love and always will be, no matter what.!" Yes, that would have been nice indeed... "Love has no reason and it has no rule but to love." I won't love you less if you don't dress the way I like. I won't love you less even when you act stupid. I won't love you less if you forget our anniversary. I won't love you le...

It's been a couple month since I had such an amazing roller-coaster emotional ride; I was mad, I was furious, I was so confused, I was depressed then I was happy and finally I feel great about myself again. At the moment I'm cautiously content and my emotions are more stable, which is good. It's easier to handle life when you're cool and calm and ,of course, full of consciousness. It was quite a good experience I've learn in this few month and I had to learn it the hard way to realize that I was such a terrible partner. I was wrong to ignore my partner's need, I was wrong to ignore his feelings and I was totally wrong to let the history of failed relationships which run in the family interfere in mine. If I am still stuck in/with the past, how can I have a future? Absolutely not. Despite all the facts and what happened, I still love him...very much. I don't expect anyone to understand why. I am a reasonable person so, if this is the way it is supposed to be,...