A lot more like "Love"

About a month or more, I’ve been receiving a depressive thought on my facebook’s news feed, constantly. It came from a few people I know and it’s really sad to see them feel that way. I don’t know how I will be able to cheer them up since some of their friends already did. I’ve thought if I can’t help them, at least I can share them my story and whether they want to do with their life, it’s up to them. I remember the last time I cried sympathetic for my pity life and also remember the last time I felt so negative and depressive with everything around me. It was a long time ago; I had such a high self-pity and high depression level. Nothing much could cheer me up at all; I drank seriously and cried out every drop of my tears. I asked myself why my life was so cruel to me and why nobody understood how hard it was to be me. A few years back, it was worst so much that I decided to take my own life. Not once but 3 times, and now I still alive to learn the value of life and to tell my story...

I am not an expert in the 'relationship' subject to be a consultant to anyone. I am also not even a psychologist. I am just a girl who's still learning, adjusting, compromising and communicating in her couple life. So when it became an important issue, all the advice I can give was my experience to share. It doesn't have to be your right answer as it never have the RIGHT answer because relationship is about experiencing with no right or wrong respond. My advice doesn't have to be useful in your opinion, it doesn't have to relate to your situation but at least it came from another human being who had been there and still in the circle of something called 'RELATIONSHIP'. When I'm in love and when I decided to be in a serious relationship, I totally commit and dedicate to my partner. I'm still independent, of course as I also have friends and family to share my time, but also completely devote to my relationship. If I committed to someone, I ceas...