I love you , "Mom"


Today I spent time with mom, had lunch with her and also took some pictures of her. I felt great afterward. It's been a while since we had our last precious and peaceful moment. It sounds strange but you know the relationship between mother and daughter is sometime tense and sometime wonderful, same like mine. Because I'm her only child, so she's always overwhelmed and overreact with everything that involves 'me'. But I have to thank her for not raising me up as a spoiled brat. That's why I am how I am and who I am now. I am always her stubborn girl but that's how I would learn, make a mistake and understand I shouldn't do it again next time instead of listen to her all the time and never learn why. She still love me dearly even I've never stopped being such a stubborn child.

I'm not so sure that she are happy about me being too independent but she now realize she can't change anything about that. I've clearly made my point that I am still her daughter but I just love to be on my own and do things my way.

I'm sorry for being stubborn.
I'm sorry if I've ever made you sad.
I'm sorry for arguing.
I'm sorry for ignoring.
I'm sorry if I've ever made you cry.
I'm sorry if I've ever disappointed you.
I love you, Mom...

Live & Love,
Yosita Anita V.

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