February 6... happy birthday to me



Another year older, Yosita...

When I was 20, I didn’t wanna be old at all but right now I’m 42 and I’m happy to be 42 years old grown woman. I’ve been through lots of thing. I’ve learned so many things and I've regretted nothing.

I don't show my birthday on social media anymore and I also asked HR not to show it on monthly Birthday Celebrant. I don't feel like I need to announce it to the world and it's been over 40 years so I don't feel any excitement any longer. I prefer to just spend a day peacefully at my comfort environment. Who can remember, it's ok. Who cannot remember, that's fine.

This year, thanks to my lovely teammates for the treat 😊 it's just another birthday, just another year to go. 42 years of being Yosita, it’s been rough, it’s been tough, it’s been great and it’s been worst. But to be honest, I would not change anything at all if I could go back in time. Because that’s all made me the person I am today. I might not like the person I was when I was younger but I do love the person I am today. Thank you everyone who came into my life and who departed. You all really give me some impressions, some lesson and some memories. I would like to say, don’t be afraid to get older but be afraid that you’re older and you haven’t achieved anything in life. Be afraid that you haven’t learned anything. Don’t be afraid to get out of your comfort zone. Don’t be afraid to see the world. Don’t be an ignorant because the world is not just only your square room or a screen of your laptop/your phone. Especially in this pandemic, it teach us a lot about what's important and what's not. Live when you can and enjoy life.. happy birthday to me, Yosita.

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