my....Love Letter

My love,

I've been thanking God everyday for that day you walked into my life. It seems like a destiny. Something inside of me told me that I should go out that night and there you were, smiling...as always.

There's something special in you which keep drawing me to be close to you, to know you better. And I was glad you gave me that chance, one of the greatest opportunity in my life that I will never forget.

I was a heart-broken girl at that time, I didn't believe in love any more until I found you. You've made my life worth living again. You are everything I could wish for. Your pure love, your care, your sweetness and your warmed heart have made me feel home once again. You've fulfilled my empty and thirsty heart with love. You've dried all those tears of despair. You've made me fall so deep, deeply in love with you. And most of all, you've made me the happiest woman on earth.

And I would like to confirm you that; from the first day until this moment, I am still the same person who has some same common things as you and I am still the same person you love whom love you so much that my heart is burning right now knowing that I've disappointed you. I've realized that I wasn't a lovely person recently. I let my work interfere my personal life. I was so selfish to ignore your feeling. I was such a boring person focusing on my own term rather than ours. I was an idiot who tried to fix things to only make it worst . My love, you mean so much more to me and I need you to know that I've never ever had any intention to hurt your feeling. If I've ever known, it would definitely be the last thing I would want to do to you.

I love you so much, my dear, and it hurts me dearly to see that you're here but it seems you're so far away. It hurts me badly to feel that you disgust me so much that if I could be invisible in your sight. You said there's nothing I can do now but if there's anything at all that I will be able to see the sparking of love and that passionate in your eyes again. If there's anything I can do to be able to put that lovely smile on your face, I would definitely do. I will do anything to feel your warmed and gentle cuddle, to feel your sweet lips and your passionate kisses, to feel your love and your care. Even if I had to wait a life time, I would do. Because you are worth every single moment of my life.

Always yours,

Yosita Anita V.

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