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Happ New Year 2011!!

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A year passed by so quick and now we are getting start of 2011. Whether ready or not, I can't wait for the whole year to come and give me a big punch! Because last year was fantastic so this year must be better!! Of course it will, as I'm gonna start the year with a new career which I'm sure I will have some fun. Plus someone whom I love dearly and a bunch of awesome people whom I called them 'friend'. I have a roof to cover my head, I have food to full my stomach and I have clothes to wear. I am thankful of what life offer me so far, what else can I ask for more. This year I promise myself and I'm gonna keep it, that I will not keep waking up the ghost of my past as I should let them rest peacefully deep down in the graveyard of memories. And I shall forgive those whom accidentally or intentionally hurt me, those whom I called 'friend' but they didn't treat me as one and to those whom broke my trust. This year will be another chapter of my life, a ...

Dear Loneliness..

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I shall not be afraid of you anymore. I shall embrace you like a wonderful lover. I shall welcome you like you are my only true friend. I shall greet you like you are my family. Oh my dear Loneliness, we've known each other for too long. We've spent time together too often. And you know me too well. I do miss you sometime but I know you always come back. You never leave me alone like they do. You always know how to comfort me, like cooking me a delicious tears soup. Bathing me with a warm tears and the scent of grief. Sing me a miserable lullaby. And cuddle me with your humble solitude. Oh my dear loneliness, if you've ever left. How can I possibly live without you. Oh my dear loneliness, if you've ever left. My life will be completely different without you. It's such a quiet and peaceful night and it's time to go to bed again. Loneliness, can you tuck me in and sing me your lullaby? Can you stay with me and hold me tight? And my dear loneliness, can you kiss m...

Blame it on the weather...

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Every year when it's winter time, no matter where I am and no matter who I am with, I can't help but feeling so lonely. I spent so many winters alone that I didn't find any different. But should we blame it on the weather that makes us feel more emotional? When it's summer, we're gone mad easily because of the heat. When it's rainy, it's so depressive because we can't do much when it's rain. When it's winter, the chill feeling makes you feel like you want to be cuddled. Well, I don't know if the weather and emotion are relevant but yes let me blame it on the weather. It has the strong effect on my emotion, some how. "Winter breeze…oh winter breeze mercy me. It’s so cold; I’m frozen without thee… Winter breeze…oh winter breeze, you are so cruel to me. How can I survive a cruel winter without thee…? Fire’s cracking but my pale frozen hands still shaking. Wind is blowing, snow is pouring and my heart is drowning. Drowning in my miserable...