A lot more like "Love"

It might not be the right time to discuss about this topic but it will never be the right time anyway for this topic... At this age of 42, there's always a question from, mainly, my mom and others when I will be settling down and have children. I'd say "Settling down, maybe, but having children never cross my mind." I might thought about it 20 years ago with the most stupid reason ever, just to tight up my ex with me. Absolutely grateful that baby didn't happen. But since then, the thought of having baby never again occur. Before I can go further, please don't judge  and don't be offended. My perspective on this matter and yours might be different. We all have different reason to believe or not believe in something. It doesn't mean that I don't agree with you nor that you need to understand my point of view.  Back to the reason, I have been wondering what exactly the reason to have children? I cannot say "Love" because, if i have to inclu...

  It's been a long time since my last post in 2018!! So many things going on in my life that I totally lost my interested in writing. Last year was extremely a big challenge, physically and mentally. This Pandemic, no gym, no swimming, no office, no time spending with friends. So yes, I admitted that I was completely lost it after 6 months working from home. It wasn't about missing the office, it's just about losing a freedom to go out, to see friends, to walk around freely (without facemask and face shield), to have chit chat with friends, to hang out, etc.  I was also worry at the beginning about this COVID, because I have this allergic condition which would always cause me a dry cough or heavy cough depends on the weather. I would easily have a sore throat. I always have a difficulty breathing. So, I could definitely say that I've never like wearing face mask and face shield all together because it just increased my difficulty breathing to another level!!  But I was ...