A lot more like "Love"

Sitting, drinking toffee nut latte and analyzing my life throughout this year 2011, it turns out to be such a dramatic awesome!! Thought some of you who's been following me through the year probably knows already what I have been through so I shall never repeat. I might sound a bit crazy but I will never ask to change a thing looking back at those days. I'm happy the way my story turned out. Everything happens for the reason which I believe, still. I can't say that I'm 100% happier but at some certain point, I am happier. Thank you everyone for your concern, your love and your care. Every time when an obstacle occurred, it just made me stronger and wiser. I've seen and learn a lot. Also thanks to those who gave me such an amazing lesson in "love and relationship" subject. One thing I want to say..Kids, stop whining and start living, experiencing life because when you were at my age and look back, nothing really matter at all. I'm going to enjoy...

The Great Pretender... How long can you pretend to be someone you are not?...At some point I'm pretty sure we do or we have to pretend. Just to please your parents, your friends, your boss or even your partner. But how long can you possibly do it unless you love to do so, enjoy to be...a pretender. "It's about who you are." I heard that a couple time before... In the past, I've never thought if I've ever had to pretend to be someone I wasn't. Especially in relationship, someone told me no matter how long you tried, some day you would be sick of loosing your true identity and couldn't help but going back to your old "you", your routine and your habit. I truly agree. I am a grown up now and I'm sick and tired of playing game. If I don't like anything, I will definitely make sure that you will know. I've never faked my expression, which it's so obvious that someone had to warn me "You wear your heart on sleeve! Which isn...

Destiny... I believe we come into each other's life for some reason. Either it's good or bad, it isn't our choice but to accept it. I have to admit that it was such a dramatic year of my life and I did try so hard to cope with it until this moment. I feel peaceful, I feel life... I accept now and I shall believe in my destiny. I'd like to thank to all my love who came into my life to teach me something. How I met you all was an incredible trick of fate. How we separated was also, tragic of course, another destiny. You all will always be in my heart but it's time for me to let things go, we have to eliminate some baggages to be able to fly, live my life and let my old friend, destiny, leads me the way she led me to you. We shall remember those good old day and shall forgive those mistakes. One thing I know for sure, I could live without you then, I can live without you now. You all have your own life and destiny so make every moment counts, until we meet again... ...