A lot more like "Love"

Rumors "Rumors are carried by hater, spread by fools and accepted by idiots.." I'm sure any of you have been in the rumor, voluntary or not, once in your life. For I have, several time, as far as I remember. The first time I was in the rumor, which I didn't expect because I trusted everyone at the time as I was just so new to the business, I was absolutely shocked. People whom I used to adore and gave such a highly respect and supposed to help me through were the people who wanted me down. At the age of 20, the rumor about me being slut and slept with every men in the shooting team leaked out without my knowledge. 12 years ago that kind of news had tremendous effect upon my teenage life and my career. I was struggled, didn't know what to do next. I didn't have a clue how to fight back. Those people still insisted to refuse their supportive and completely faded out of my life. And look at them now...but I have to thank them, to those whom appear to be such a ge...

Once a cheater... Once a cheater I was...not so proud of myself but hey I'm not an angel, I'm just a girl who makes mistake like the other. I believe as someone said, "Love conquers everything.", so I always choose to be with someone I loved rather than someone I didn't and believed that everything would be ok just because love conquers everything. I chose to hand somebody else the sadness and keep the happiness to myself. I handed someone else the embarrassment but embraced the pleasure to myself. How nice I was... Love is such a complicated subject. First I thought there isn't any definition because when you love someone, you just love them no matter what. But then "if you don't take good care of me, if you don't do this or that then I won't love you any more and I will go find someone else who can give me all of that." that's love I've learn...I first thought that love has no condition but to love. But I guess we all doesn'...