A lot more like "Love"

I want to write something meaningful today, but I couldn't think of any. I want to write something not painful, but I couldn’t think of any. For all that I have been through, recently… I was numb I was speechless I was sad I was upset But we all have to go through that stage, sometimes. Life is always about going up and down. You can’t be happy at all-time but when it’s all settled, you will feel much more better. I’m feeling better, a bit incomplete, but better than the past few months. At least I still alive, yes, every time…I alive, once again. I just have to remind myself that this is just another phase and I will be ok again after this.

Every time when you are in relationships, you wish it will be the last. But it's just like any other story, they will always be the end. There comes the time when you think that you are not getting any younger so you should start to be serious and no more playing around. I was serious and it seemed to be serious despite the fact that there was so many differences. Someone said that I am "idealistic" in terms of relationships. But I would rather say that I am "realistic" with a compromise and flexibility, that how relationship should work. There's a quote saying, "Relationship is about 2 things. First, find out the similarities. Second, respect the differences." That quote is idealistic, but in reality, the differences could mean a whole world for someone. In reality when the differences kick in, respect or not, it would not spare any good memories. In the end of the day, relationship means 2 people on the same ship. It's like when the ...

Dear Anita,  How are you doing? It has been a very long since we last spoke. I hope you are doing well and you are not being so hard to yourself. I watched a movie "The Choice" by Nicholas Sparks today. You know how I love movies adopted by his books. It is always about Love and Life. To be honest, I have never read any of his books but watching all the movies, I should start a new collection of books.  What I want to tell you today is, life is always about choices. You choose your own life. You choose to be happy with what you do, who you are with or where you want to be. What I am about to tell you is, do whatever make you happy. Life is too short to regret. A moment pass is a memory. What kind of memories would you like to remember?  You know what I miss? I miss those good times spending with family and friends. I miss a good conversion over a meal without an interruption of cell phone. Those technology can really ruin a real social life, I meant a real...