A lot more like "Love"

Just only a few days to new year...   I will not set up a new year resolution for 2018 as I feel like every time when I planned something, it would never go to the way I wished.   At least this year, actually I should better say “this past few weeks”, I’ve been doing well in terms of taking care of myself. I’ve lost 2 kg. slowly but surely. Like I said before that it’s not about loosing weight but it’s more about being fit and firm. At least this Christmas I was so happy that I could wear some of my clothes again!! And pain in my right knee is less than before and it’s barelible. So, my aiming is that no more excuses and exercise regularly.   Just only a few days to new year...   What have changed in 2017?   I’m not quite sure. I’m still the same old me; the good, the bad and the in-between...me. Same job and same condo, so just keep it that way!!   I don’t have anything much to remind myself of what shold I be in 2018 as I...

I've been asking a lot lately why I'm single and why don't I find a boyfriend... It's not that I don't want to. Yes, I'm a bit more picky. Because at this age I want my relationship to last until the day I die. I'm sure everyone wish the same. You don't want to start a relationship to see it survive the 1st year then the 5th year or 10th year. You wish to see it last longer, forever precisely. So do I. But people these day they are quite materialistic. They tend to throw away everything that broken rather than wasting time to fix it. If it's broken, you throw it away and buy new piece, that's it. You think that there's plenty of new models, new style and new function of mobile phone (for example) in the market to buy so you just throw away your phone and buy a new one whenever you want and whatever you want. That's life these day. I've been through relationships when we forgot to cherish moments we shared. When we forgot those d...

When I was younger, I would be head over heels for someone then I would get my heart broken so many time and I would be completely devastated. Now, I still can feel head over heels for someone but my heart will not give a damn if it will be broken again. Why? Because I learn that life is precious and love is beautiful. Love is the most wonderful present that you can give to someone. Don't be afraid that love will always about getting hurt. Love doesn't hurt but not knowing how to love is hurt.