Miss Perfection? Nah...not me.
When a monk gave me the name "Yosita", he also described the meaning of it as "a perfect women by appearance and by heart". I almost laughed but I understood his good intention.
"Nobody's perfect" ah...yes, I've heard it like a million times already. And also keep reminding myself all the time, it isn't an excuse but it's the fact that I am not perfect at all...not even close.
I have realized, long time ago, that I can't please everyone at the same time. I can't reach everyone's standard. I can't make everyone to like me. I'm do envy. I'm do jealousy. I do swear those "S" word and "F" word so often. I have so many flaws. At the moment I'm proud to add some more into my resume which are; rude, ignorance, indifferent, boring, silly and lots more if you ask my boyfriend. Every year I've grown up, I've learn, I've experience but still I've made mistakes. Living a life isn't just only one day lesson. It's a lifetime lesson that you have to work it out on the daily basis. Every single day there's a new situation and new chapter that you have to make it through, "Or else life would be pretty damn boring." (oh well...at least I'm trying to convince myself that).
I've made a few mistake in my life, a LOTS sound more like it!! None of that would have any of my regret but one I do regret the most was when I hurt the feeling of those whom I love.
Once I used to think that why do I have to care of those who doesn't know me, of who I truly am. But now I have to reconsider the thought since 'those-who-doesn't-know-me-of-who-I-truly-am' involve in some part of my life. It would be so naive and shallow if I said 'just ignore them!' because we can't literally ignore them. So now there's another lesson to learn; when you are in a relationship, it's not only just about YOU anymore. You have to also see from the other perspective, your partner. See what they see and feel what they feel. Then you will understand each other better. Now I've seen and I've felt of what I failed before. Then I'm wishing and praying for a second chance.
Wisdom and perfection doesn't come with age. I also heard it somewhere "Practice makes a perfect.", I guess that isn't relevant to a relationship...in some way.
Live & Love,
Yosita Anita V.
"Nobody's perfect" ah...yes, I've heard it like a million times already. And also keep reminding myself all the time, it isn't an excuse but it's the fact that I am not perfect at all...not even close.
I have realized, long time ago, that I can't please everyone at the same time. I can't reach everyone's standard. I can't make everyone to like me. I'm do envy. I'm do jealousy. I do swear those "S" word and "F" word so often. I have so many flaws. At the moment I'm proud to add some more into my resume which are; rude, ignorance, indifferent, boring, silly and lots more if you ask my boyfriend. Every year I've grown up, I've learn, I've experience but still I've made mistakes. Living a life isn't just only one day lesson. It's a lifetime lesson that you have to work it out on the daily basis. Every single day there's a new situation and new chapter that you have to make it through, "Or else life would be pretty damn boring." (oh well...at least I'm trying to convince myself that).
I've made a few mistake in my life, a LOTS sound more like it!! None of that would have any of my regret but one I do regret the most was when I hurt the feeling of those whom I love.
Once I used to think that why do I have to care of those who doesn't know me, of who I truly am. But now I have to reconsider the thought since 'those-who-doesn't-know-me-of-who-I-truly-am' involve in some part of my life. It would be so naive and shallow if I said 'just ignore them!' because we can't literally ignore them. So now there's another lesson to learn; when you are in a relationship, it's not only just about YOU anymore. You have to also see from the other perspective, your partner. See what they see and feel what they feel. Then you will understand each other better. Now I've seen and I've felt of what I failed before. Then I'm wishing and praying for a second chance.
Wisdom and perfection doesn't come with age. I also heard it somewhere "Practice makes a perfect.", I guess that isn't relevant to a relationship...in some way.
Live & Love,
Yosita Anita V.
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